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[16 Jan 2005|09:41am] |
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between working full time and going to school full time trying to do homework and all that other crap im so tired that i just cant talk to anyone, my body still isnt the way it used to be before i had jonathan, i used to be able to stay up for days i used to have so much energy, now im tired always, plus now yes i have to go to the doctors as soon as possible because i have a chance of having ovarian cancer just to scared to go ,,,yep i live a pretty pathetic life right now but still love it, im gonna go nap for alil more now then wake up and do my portriat,
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| tired of it |
[18 Oct 2004|12:42am] |
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know what im tired of? im tired of watching movies and seeing all this sappy romantic shit!!! it doesnt fucking happen!! no matter how hard you might want it to forget it... people just dont know hot to be romantic any more i want someone to sweep me off my feet.. i want someone to bring me flowers, someone to be all cuddly someone to say cute things to me.. I WANT FUCKING ROMANCE!!!!! it makes me so sad because im such a hopeless romantic and it sucks... im not getting serious with anyoen until they can swep me off my feet ... yea ill date but thats it.. blah iunno just saw a sappy romance aand cried and got all depressed.. yes i can get depressed sometimes
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| i should just be dead |
[15 Oct 2004|07:47pm] |
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someone please just shoot me and kill me and get me out of this hell i call a home... i love hving my brother tell me i should die and i will never be missed having him tell me im a huge peice of shit and im worthless... yep fucking love it
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[15 Oct 2004|05:29pm] |
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| been awhile |
[04 Oct 2004|06:40pm] |
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wow so its been sometime since ive written in this thing... im mostly been putting things on myspace .. or else the things i dont really want anyone reading in my personal journal.. i like being able to write while just laying in bed thinking or sitting outsdie watching everything around me i need to go back to a city scenery or something other then this area.. i need to start making better money and get out of this town.. a place of my own my own space my own rules my own everything.. my minds been messed up lately with different thoughts of different things and people.. ive been spacey i want to get back into school so badly .. hopefully within the next 2 weeks i will have my license considering tomorrow afternoon im getting my car.. im not to sure what to write right now my mind is blank.. im tired but im supposed to go out with paul tonight for coffee n chat.. im gonna go shower again to try and wake myself up ..
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